who am i? im not sure really yet but just call me outl3t for now. we should really bring clowns back into the modern era... anyways. the internet sucks ASS!! i dont mean it like "oH bAcK iN mY DAy thE inTErNet Was BEttEr" no i mean like i dont have the desire to go online for my own benefit or make friends or share what i do or whatever, im just doing it to pass the time AND IT SUCKS! i wanna create, i feel like i have to create or else ill DIE!! but i just sit in silence for hours scrolling away my time while i compare myself to THOUSANDS of people, convincing myself i will never be good enough to do or learn ANYTHING!! and being an artist just turned up that feeling by like. a THOUSAND!! so im sitting here hating myself for wasting my own time like, why do i do this to myself????? so after i finished my first year of college (i dropped out from burnout and took a gap year) i discovered neocities. these websites built from the ground up by people. real people. hiding nooks and crannies about their passions, wearing their inspirations on their sleeves, and dont get me started on the shrines. people see the open web as a..well web. i see it more as a forest. a big old forest with little openings and caverns just waiting to be discovered. so with my pent-up frustration with...well EVERYTHING nowdays, and also i have nothing else better to do, i decided to finally throw my hat into the wild west of the world wide web!! ...that was really long i know. hopefully the next part will be shorter ^_^